CHAPTER ELEVEN

"MCR! MCR! MCR! MCR!" We could hear the crow yelling, I was jumping up and down as always before a show. Everyone else was stretching.
"MCR! MCR! MCR!!!" The yelling was becoming stronger and stronger. It was like adrenaline injected directly through the vein. All of us high-fived each other, but when Gerard and I did, he winked his eye, I giggled. Our eyes stay locked. HE LOVES ME.
From out of no were Lind-Z appeared and gave Gerard a passionate kiss leaving him without breath. I just kept stretching, I was excited, because I knew that when we went onto that stage Gerard and I will be Frerard again.
“Honey, can you do me a favour? She asked him with puppy eyes. "I know that you and Frank do your act and you’re always touching each other; but since we are together, could you not do it today. At least today? People talk, I don’t want to they think that my boyfriend is Bisexual or something.”
“Ahhhh, yeah sure. I promised.” He was nervous. “Of course I’m not gay” He gave her a nervous smile. That hurt. She hugged him, and I looked at them. She caught my eyes and gave me a fuck off look.
FUCK! She looked at me as if she knew!! She started to kiss his neck. I felt my blood boiling. So are we marking territory? Okay, I can do that too...
We went to the stage, and the crow went wild. Then, we started the show.
She was watching the whole time, singing the songs and looking at Gee. As he promised he didn’t came close to me. I was mad, she had done that on purpose! Shit maybe she knew, but how? If Jamie had noticed maybe she had too.
I heard Ray playing the intro of Teenagers and Gerard started to make his already traditional chicken dance. He was looking sexier than ever. All sweaty. Mmm. I went closer to him and started to play at his feet, he saw me and went closer too. Eat that bitch. I started to rub my face in his leg. He suddenly broke apart.
Fuck. I saw Lind-Z on the side of the stage. He probably saw her and remembered the stupid promise!
As the show kept going I was getting more and more frustrated. Another song began.

Well it rains and it pours/When you're out on your own/If I crash on the couch/Can I sleep in my clothes?

Gerard started to sing. He was walking through the scenario, but never close to were I was.

'Cause I've spent the night dancing/I'm drunk, I suppose/If it looks like I'm laughingI'm really just asking to leave

She was watching every move. Suddenly the lyrics started to take a different meaning in my head

This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I needI'm the one that you loathe/You can watch me corrode like a beast and repose/'Cause I love all the poison/Away with the boys in the band

I needed Gerard. I wanted him, and she wasn’t going to stop me from getting him. I tried to get closer to him, but he still was walking away from me He gave me a serious look, I knew what that meant: STOP.
I've really been on a bender and it shows/So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

That’s what I said! Stupid Lind-Z, People are going to think he's gay! What is she a homophobe or something?
Give me a shot to remember/And you can take all the pain away from me/A kiss and I will surrender

Yeah, that was exactly how I felt. A kiss from him and I was surrendered at his feet. I felt the anxiety for him grow.
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead/A light to burn all the empires/So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be/In love with all of these vampires/So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

That stage was the only place where we could do things we can’t do in public and she was taking that from me that too! The only place I could touch him or kiss him freely.
There's a place in the dark where the animals go/You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow/Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands/Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I wasn’t going to let her!
I've really been on a bender and it shows/So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?
It wasn’t fair!

Give me a shot to remember/And you can take all the pain away from me/A kiss and I will surrender/The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead/A light to burn all the empires/So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be/In love with all of these vampires/So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

AWWWW
Gerard screamed and the kids went wild.I keep playing, I was furious, she can’t take the Gerard on stage, this is my territory, and he’s mine. I was playing with a pansy on the floor

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me/A kiss and I will surrender/The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead

I decided to take extreme measures.
A light to burn all the empires/So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be/In love with all of these vampires/So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
He stood in the front of the stage, this was my chance
Oooooo, Oooooo,

He was by an amplifier. I went to where he was and stood on it.
Oooooo yeah,

I jumped over him. I thought he would catch me like other times, but instead of he pushed me away, I reacted and pushed him away too. We started to fight.
As the song over, I was on the floor, and he was walking in circles through the stage. He gave me a furious look and shook his head.
The show continued. I looked at Lind-Z, she was smiling.