Chapter 5

I get to the second floor and saw Brian (he was already clean and tidy) fighting with Dr Emma, again. Suddenly, she turned around and ran in my direction. When she passed next to me, I saw she was crying.
“What happen?” I asked to him. Mikey arrive at that moment
“Hey guys” Said my little brother. “Hey I saw the Doctor, she was crying. What happened?”
“Nothing. I don’t want to talk about it” He crossed his arms.
“Okay” Said Mikey rolling his eyes.
“How is Frank?” I asked.
“He’s stable. They say that his vital signs are good”
“Can we…” I started.
“You didn’t see her!”
“Ah??”
“The fucking Dr. She talked of Frank like he was a corpse or a patient” He was furious.
“He is patient” I said calmly.
“You know what I meant”
“Brian?” I tried to talk him.
“She’s so cold, she doesn’t understand that she’s treated humans” As he spoke, he moved his hands like crazy.
“She’s maybe cold, but look quite hot” Said Mikey with a grin.
“Am I the only one that sees a problem in her?”
“Yeah” We both said.
Mikey laughed at Brian.
“What’s your problem with Dr. Emma anyway. She seems nice to me”
“I’m going to see him, okay?, Mikey, we talk later” He just nodded. I enter the room but still heard them.
“She’s not that hot, anyway”
“You made her cry? What did you tell her?”
“Nothing but the true”

Inside there was Jamie. He was holding Frank’s hand. He was wearing a red t-shirt, I froze when a notice the inscription on the T-shirt. “Homophobia is gay”
“Hi” He greets me when he noticed me.
“Hey” An awkward silence. He didn’t let go Frank’s hand. The green monster appeared again. I knew there was something between them and I hate it.
“Nice t-shirt” I sat in the chair in front of the bed
He smiled. “He gave it to me for Christmas” He didn’t looked at me.
“Oh really?” I gave him that shirt for his birthday!!! Now I was pissed off. How could he do that?
“You’re feeling guilty isn’t it?”
“What?” I felt the blood raising to my head.
“You…” He started again.
“Who do you think you are! Do you think that because you kissed him or sleep with him you know him? You don’t know a damn thing.”
He just looked at me.
“He was with you, to get over me! Got it!” I stood up, I felt the fury running thought my entire body
He keep looked at me. I stood up and have tears in my eyes.
“He didn’t love you, and I gave him that T-shirt, okay?! ME, NOT YOU!”
He stoop up too, and face me. ”I was there when he threw up, I was there when he cried his heart out, yes for you! And maybe I don’t know him as well as you, of course you know him better, you knew where stick the knife, you knew exactly what to do for hurt him!!”
“Shut up! You don’t know…you…” I feel the air missing.
“Is not your fault” His voice was calm. “I wish I could blame you, but is not your fucking fault”
“Oh really, so now you’re God, and know everything” I feel to the chair and started crying.
“You hurt him, but you didn’t force him to drink.”
“IT’S MY FAULT. I DID THIS!!!”
“Gerard. Listen to me”. He forced me to stand up.
“Listen to me” She shook me.
“You didn’t force him to drink, people confront problems, and he didn’t deal it in the best way”
Suddenly he was holding me
“It’s not your fault” I let myself relief on his shoulder.
/How can he said that, it was all my fault/
“And for your personal information” He looked at me and give me a sad smile.” We didn’t sleep together”
I looked at him in surprise.
“He couldn’t”
“Thanks”

After that I went to talk to Mikey. After I told him about Lind-z his mouth was on the floor.
“I can’t believe she did that”
I just nodded
“That bicth” He almost spilled his coffee.
“And know, what are you going to do?”
“Divorce of her of course. Try to fix things with Frank” I let a suspire left my body.He gave a sympathetic look.