CHAPTER 2

All my senses were up, my body was reacting to his touch; it was amazing, even better than the kiss on stage. He had his hands in my face deepening the kiss by the second, our mouths ina wild dance for minutes, that seems like eternity, for a moment the world stop . His tongue was caressed my lower lip playing with my ring lip, asking permission for enter, I opened my mouth a little and he took the opportunity, the sense of his tongue made me want him more and more. I put my hand in his hips and pulled him closer to me, the friction of our bodies was like licor, sending waves of pleasure to my spine. I feel something growing in his pants, then it happened.
He pull away abruptly and storm to the door, before I could say anything he has already leaved the bus, I stay there a couple of minutes, leaned against the wall, trying to understand what was just happened. We kissed, my best friend and I just kissed him, I still feel his essence in me, I lick my lips trying to collect the trades of his kiss. I stay there, waiting for him maybe to go back, but he didn’t. I decided to go to bed, or go to bunk, and slept, maybe after I could talk to Gerard.
A couple of minutes later the rest of the band was back, with coffees, Mikey had two a Lattes
“Hey Frank, where is Gerard” Asked Mikey.
“He’s out, I don’t know where he went” I said.
“I bring him a Latte, Didn’t he tell where he where going?.
“How the fuck I’m going to know?!”. I said furious sitting on a chair near the coffee table, looking at my cell phone.
“Ok……………., just asking” said Mikey not understanding my reaction “Well I guess I’ll have to drink it!!!” Now Mikey was smiling looking at the Lattee as a little boy with a candy.
“Oh Mikey, you have no remedy!” said Ray. We all laughed.
Hours later everybody were sleeping in their own bunks, I was lying in mine but still awake, looking at the ceiling, waiting for Gerard to come back, but every hour that it passed my hopes started to vanishe.
Maybe He’s with Lind-Z. I think
Lind-z, I didn.t like her, I didn.t know if it’s for her or for the fact that she‘s with Gerard. At the idea of the both of them together my heart shrink…..Is painful. Eventually I felt sleep.
The next morning, I was the last in woke up, everyone was taking breakfast, yeah more coffee, there was Gerard drinking a coffee and smoking a cigarette, He’s looking at the window.

“Good morning princess”. Said Bob I scratch my head, and fix myself a coffee.
I sit in front of Gerard.
“Is 10 am. And you’re al ready smoking?” I was mad at him, for kiss me like that, for leaving like that, for not coming back, for spending the night with her, and not with me!
“Yeah, so?” He even didn’t look at me.
“Is sick” And I started to drink my coffee.
“What the fuck do you care?” Now He was looking at me
“Fuck you, Way” I never call him by his last name, He looks surprised.I kept drinking my coffee.He was about to reply something when Ray cut him off.
“Hey Hey boys, what’s wrong with you two?”
“Sorry” he said. Got up and left.

Later that day, we started to get ready for the show. Neither me or Gerard were talking to each others, it was uncomfortable, I decided to ignore him, and play like always, with all my heart. The show was great. Between Helena and The Sharpest Lives, a girl show us a sigh:;
WE LOVE YOU FRERARD.
Ray point me at the sigh .What the hell was that!.
“Look” he said and laughed, I didn’t understand what the hell was that. Gerard saw it too, and he smiled.

…..In the bus, resting after the show….
“What the hell is Frerard?!!” Ray shocked with his soda, and Mikey laughed hysterical.
“Is me and you” Gerard said in a serious look. “Frank plus Gerard equal Frerard.”
“Oh” I said. My cheeks were red by then.
“I think you knew about that.” He said to me serious.
“No I didn’t”. I said looking at the floor , and my face is completely red.
“It’s funny anyway”. Said Mikey.
“I’m hungry, is there a burger king near here anyway?” Said Gerard as he stood up.
“Yeah”. Ray give Gerard directions. ”Bring me something would you? “ Immediately Bob and Mikey said
“Me too”
“Me too”
“What Am I, a fucking waitress. Oh ok, no cheese right Bob?” Bob nods. “Frank will you help me?”
“What?..yeah sure, Let’s go.” I said still a little red.
We got off of the bus and star walking. We walked in silence, both of us looking at the floor.
Suddenly he broke the silence.
“It can’t happen again”